October 15th, 2006
writing
Posted by penworks at 09:50 PM on October 15, 2006.
i wanted to write something.. its been a long time since i posted a blog..im not having a diary pa ulit e.
browsed friendster and that memory pricked me.. it didnt hurt.. minsan lang, pag nanalala mo, parang kinagat ka ng langgam. im free of that pain, its just i remembr..
when i was in elementary, i had this clasmate that i wanted to be a bestfriend, i had to ask without even thinking that friendship needs to be build and not ask, i was hoping that by telling it, we'd be bestfriends... ang hindi ko lang alam, wala pala akong ginagawa but hurt myself, yeah, its like this, when a friend that i treasure was like wanted someone, i could hurt myself by letting them choose and even ako pa ung nag iinsist na,oi magusap kayo like that..
and then, ammm, ako pa ung nahihiya makipagusap, i just had to write letters and wohow, kaasar diba.. by that im makng myself vulnerable. it pained me then when wala akong magawa, i wanted to be close to her pero nahihiya ako.. its not i dont know why, nahihiya ako because we dont have memories pa to sharetapos nagtatanong agasd ng ganun. ahhh, memories.. nohh., not painful, im free of this, let this go long time ago.. thsi wont happen again. no.. i pray.
i admit, i am vulnerable to friendships.. i believe they're gifts.. im just thankful i am sort free of being so emo on this stuff.
naalala ko lang since i saw her in friendster..
now that im in college, yeah, i got lts of friends and even bestfridnds..
there's laila, matet,jeff, luwi, resa whom we assure that we're bestfriends... then there;s genel. im grateful and thankful God lets me know them. they're part of me.
writing
Posted by penworks at 09:39 PM on October 15, 2006.
i wanted to write something.. its been a long time since i posted a blog..im not having a diary pa ulit e.
browsed friendster and that memory pricked me.. it didnt hurt.. minsan lang, pag nanalala mo, parang kinagat ka ng langgam. im free of that pain, its just i remembr..
when i was in elementary, i had this clasmate that i wanted to be a bestfriend, i had to ask without even thinking that friendship needs to be build and not ask, i was hoping that by telling it, we'd be bestfriends... ang hindi ko lang alam, wala pala akong ginagawa but hurt myself, yeah, its like this, when a friend that i treasure was like wanted someone, i could hurt myself by letting them choose and even ako pa ung nag iinsist na,oi magusap kayo like that..
and then, ammm, ako pa ung nahihiya makipagusap, i just had to write letters and wohow, kaasar diba.. by that im makng myself vulnerable. it pained me then when wala akong magawa, i wanted to be close to her pero nahihiya ako.. its not i dont know why, nahihiya ako because we dont have memories pa to sharetapos nagtatanong agasd ng ganun. ahhh, memories.. nohh., not painful, im free of this, let this go long time ago.. thsi wont happen again. no.. i pray.
i admit, i am vulnerable to friendships.. i believe they're gifts.. im just thankful i am sort free of being so emo on this stuff.
naalala ko lang since i saw her in friendster..
now that im in college, yeah, i got lts of friends and even bestfridnds..
there's laila, matet,jeff, luwi, resa whom we assure that we're bestfriends... then there;s genel. im grateful and thankful God lets me know them. they're part of me.
writing
Posted by penworks at 09:38 PM on October 15, 2006.
i wanted to write something.. its been a long time since i posted a blog..im not having a diary pa ulit e.
browsed friendster and that memory pricked me.. it didnt hurt.. minsan lang, pag nanalala mo, parang kinagat ka ng langgam. im free of that pain, its just i remembr..
when i was in elementary, i had this clasmate that i wanted to be a bestfriend, i had to ask without even thinking that friendship needs to be build and not ask, i was hoping that by telling it, we'd be bestfriends... ang hindi ko lang alam, wala pala akong ginagawa but hurt myself, yeah, its like this, when a friend that i treasure was like wanted someone, i could hurt myself by letting them choose and even ako pa ung nag iinsist na,oi magusap kayo like that..
and then, ammm, ako pa ung nahihiya makipagusap, i just had to write letters and wohow, kaasar diba.. by that im makng myself vulnerable. it pained me then when wala akong magawa, i wanted to be close to her pero nahihiya ako.. its not i dont know why, nahihiya ako because we dont have memories pa to sharetapos nagtatanong agasd ng ganun. ahhh, memories.. nohh., not painful, im free of this, let this go long time ago.. thsi wont happen again. no.. i pray.
i admit, i am vulnerable to friendships.. i believe they're gifts.. im just thankful i am sort free of being so emo on this stuff.
naalala ko lang since i saw her in friendster..
now that im in college, yeah, i got lts of friends and even bestfridnds..
there's laila, matet,jeff, luwi, resa whom we assure that we're bestfriends... then there;s genel. im grateful and thankful God lets me know them. they're part of me.
